The form, object, knowledge, Hegel, Plato, Socrates…… My mind, the philosophy mess….. at the moment.

So again here I sit in the middle of a seemingly cold winter night, hunched behind the screen of my laptop, layered in various blankets and coffee …… Researching (and looking like the hunched-back of Notre Dame.) My quest for breaking free from the cave of the “not knowing” continues, still looking for my wizardContinue reading “The form, object, knowledge, Hegel, Plato, Socrates…… My mind, the philosophy mess….. at the moment.”

No wonder it is so dark! I have been living in a cave!! Thank you Michael Ivy for handing me the key to my shackles.

fighting in my mind with reality vs. illusions

So many broken faces, so little healing spaces. – by Stephanie Esterhuizen

http://char.txa.cornell.edu/language/element/form/mann4.gif I see broken faces, they smile, not to big to care and just a little to not be notice, I see broken contact, contact that are just short of emotion and just long enough to perceive  you are there, I see empty hearts, complete disconnection….. what have we become? why do we only stare?Continue reading “So many broken faces, so little healing spaces. – by Stephanie Esterhuizen”

Momentarily insanity….. guilty as charge.

The ultimate avoidance of the task at hand will be done by blogging. So here goes… The true mission: Finish abstract The  avoidance mission: Avoid Abstract writing to the last-minute The  true progress:  Finishing my first document  for my Masters studies at AFDA, Successful to this point …. but sure within the next 20 minContinue reading “Momentarily insanity….. guilty as charge.”

When the world goes quite at night… where does all the dreamers go?

As I sit listening to the calm of the night, I wonder who else is enjoying this moment with me in a room, on a belcony, some remote little space to call their own. And then my mind wanders to the people of the world, how many people actually can or should I say, appreciateContinue reading “When the world goes quite at night… where does all the dreamers go?”

When life gives you a high five…. and you go wtf just happend?!

We start life out with this dream or hopes of what it should be, the ideal according to what the social standards are for us, but somehow, Life just doesn’t work out the way we want to. So we start off with leaving our parents home,  feeling on top of the world searching for meaning,Continue reading “When life gives you a high five…. and you go wtf just happend?!”

Even an old T shirt can have a new message.

I saw this image on facebook today and absolutely love this idea of up cycling. As you all know by now somehow any actions in life whether it be a picture, events, design or just something that happens I believe that it is linked to a life lesson, or some way of life just givingContinue reading “Even an old T shirt can have a new message.”

To Design, To Create, To Make, To Change… To Just Be.

  To create garments for me is not just the purpose of making extra income, It is a form of expression, a form of release and a form to change someone’s perspective on life or more importantly of themselves.   When I start creating patterns and ideas for what the client wants, I tend to interpretContinue reading “To Design, To Create, To Make, To Change… To Just Be.”

To Jazz or Not to Jazz…

And so the 15th Cape Town Jazz Festival arrived in its full glory. And it was so worth it. As I was told “tonight your education starts in jazz”. As a lover of music, in general I am open to any genre of music but mostly music that touch my soul and carry me throughContinue reading “To Jazz or Not to Jazz…”